Ever Feel Like This?

An excerpt from my journal on the life of faith

Swimming Upstream

This is something I wrote a few days ago in my personal journal that wasn’t originally intended for here. But I started thinking: if I sometimes feel this way, others may can relate. So I thought I’d open it up for you to read too….

Living life by faith instead of by sight means…

  • swimming upstream
  • choosing the path of most resistance
  • choosing the road less traveled
  • making the tougher choice
  • doing life differently
  • NOT following the herd….

And here’s the supernatural part of it:

That we don’t do it by our efforts, but through and by His Spirit.

And, at times, at golden moments, He makes it look easier than it should.

But that's enough about me…what about you?

Do you ever feel like you're swimming upstream and encountering a lot of resistance? What helps to comfort and nudge you along?

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  • BonnieSilerVerlander

    I love how you said when we do this the Holy Spirit makes it look easier than it should. But the amazing thing is that it really is easier to do it this way. Dealing with all this cancer stuff really isn’t that bad but I think it’s because I’m just resigned to the fact that I can’t change the situation. I really feel like right before my diagnosis I heard the Lord tell me that I would walk this path but it would bring healing in all areas of my life. Healing in ways I never would have imagined. When we are on the path the Lord intends for us it is way easier than charting our own course…even if it appears we ares swimming upstream to the world around us. Thanks for sharing Samantha!

  • BonnieSilerVerlander

    I love how you said, when we don’t do it by our own efforts and let the Holy Spirit intervene things situations sometimes look easy. I have found this to be true recently in my own life. I can’t explain it but I’m humbled and amazed at how people comment about the way I’m handling the cancer that I’m dealing with. It truly is the Holy Spirit because I don’t feel like I’m working up any effort to “act” a certain way. Its just the way I feel. I have a peace and it really isn’t too bad. Now, I know compared to many, my prognosis is excellent and my side effects aren’t near as bad as what some people deal with. So I don’t want to downplay what many cancer patients experience. 
     
    However, in my case, about an hour before I received the call about my diagnosis, I really felt the Lord tell me that I would walk this path. But I also heard him say that walking this cancer path would bring healing in all areas of my life…in ways I never would have imagined. Isn’t it amazing how he uses things like cancer to bring restoration in our lives. His was really are higher than our ways. 
     
    I’m seeing first hand how when I walk on his path…swim upstream, do life differently, etc…then it really is effortless. 

  • BonnieSilerVerlander

    I love how you said when we don’t do things by our own efforts but let the Holy Spirit work, it appears almost easy and effortless. I have recently been humbled and amazed at peoples’ reactions to how I’m dealing with breast cancer. I don’t feel like I’m trying to “act” a certain way…it’s just who I am and how I feel. No,w I know that my prognosis is very good and my side effects are not too bad so makes things easier. I certainly don’t want to downplay those cancer patients who have a much more difficult path to walk.
     
    However, the about an hour before I received the call about my diagnosis, I felt like I heard the Lord tell me that I would walk this path but that it would bring healing in so many areas of my life. Isn’t it amazing how he uses something like cancer, a disease that destroys, but yet it is bringing restoration in my life. 
     
    I’m learning first hand that when we walk His path…swimming upstream, living life differently, etc., it really is effortless. It takes experiences like this for me to see that His Word is true…His ways are higher than our ways.  Praise God!!

    • http://therightvolume.com Samantha Livingston

      Life-giving words, Bonnie, for all of us and particularly those dealing with sickness. Thanks so much for sharing. Beauty for ashes; joy for pain…that’s our Lord!!

    • http://therightvolume.com/ Samantha Livingston

       @BonnieSilerVerlander Life-giving words, Bonnie, for all of us and particularly those dealing with sickness. Thanks so much for sharing. Beauty for ashes; joy for pain…that’s our Lord!!

  • http://www.300poundsdown.com/ 300poundsdown

    I really relate to what you said about doing life differently.  When I walk by faith I don’t live my life in the same way that I do when I’m going off of what I see in front of me.  Sometimes we actually react and do things out of our faith that seems completely abnormal to the rest of the world.  But God’s ways are not our ways and when I am doing things His way they always turn out much better!

    • http://therightvolume.com/ Samantha Livingston

       @300poundsdown Amen, Amen. Preach it sista!